Rest in the Lord, my friend. This time you spend is devoted to Him is meant to be peaceful and not stressful. You don’t have to perform in order to receive His Love. He has boundless, unconditional love for you. How it grieves Him to see His children working for His love, trying harder and harder, yet never feeling good enough to be loved.
Be careful that your devotion to the Lord does not become another form of work. He wants you to come into His Presence joyfully and confidently. You have nothing to fear, for you wear His own righteousness. Gaze into the Lord’s eyes, and you will see no condemnation, only Love and delight in the one that He sees. Be blessed as His Face shines radiantly upon you, giving you Peace.