Jesus is the Rock that is higher than you and your circumstances. He is your Rock in whom you can take refuge, any time, any place. Go to Him, friend, rest in the Peace of His Presence. Take a break from trying to figure everything out. Admit that many, many things are beyond your understanding and your control. His ways and thoughts are higher than yours, as the heavens are higher than the earth.
When the world around you looks confusing and evil appears to be winning, remember this: Jesus is the Light of the world, and the light that keeps shining in all situations. And light always overcomes darkness whenever these two opposites meet face to face.
Since you are his follower, He wants you to shine brightly in this troubled world. Whisper His name, sing songs of praise. Tell others good tidings of great joy, that He is your Savior who is Christ the Lord! He is the One who is with you continually. Keep looking to Him, and His Presence will illuminate your path.