Broken Dreams & Broken Promises

Psalm 42.jpgIt has been a difficult day my Lord to say the lease, because when others seem to have forgotten you and what you long for is someone to reach out to say I do care, and truly mean it. For someone else who seems all they want to do is to judge you and you seem to say to yourself, they are not walking in my shoes to understand this deep pain of mine. So I open up your scriptures to read the following words that seem to ring so true for me today.

As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?  My tears have been my food day and night, while people say to me all day long, “Where is your God?”. These things I remember as I pour out my soul: how I used to go to the house of God under the protection of the “Mighty One” with shouts of joy and praise, among the festive throng. Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God. My soul is downcast within me, therefore I will remember you from the land of the Jordan the heights of Hermon–from Mount Mizar. Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls, all your waves and breakers have swept over me. By day the Lord directs his love, at night his song is with me–a prayer to the God of my life. I say to God my Rock, Why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy? My bones suffer mortal agony as my foes taunt  me saying to me all day long, “Where is your God.?” Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

Dear Lord

Help me in this holy time, at your feet, to pour my soul out to you. Enable me to be transparent. I surrender every burden, fear, question, and emotion. Empty me of myself. Free me from all the clutter in my heart and mind. Consume me with Your Spirit now and everyday of my life.

Amen

 

Grace and Peace to You My Friends

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Changes Within

Ephesians 2-aOnce you have excepted Jesus’ invitation to become your Lord and Savior you will begin to see changes within yourself. As Paul tells us in the book of Ephesians 2:8-10 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith, and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God, not by works so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handwork, created in Christ Jess to do good works, which God prepared in advance.

Since you have joined God’s royal family, he has brought much light into your world. However, this is only like the first gleam of dawn compared with the full light of the day that awaits you and me and all who walks on the path of righteousness. We need to understand we always need his help to get us through each and everyday of our lives. There is no righteousness apart from Jesus, but he has already secured this glorious gift for us through his completed work on the cross. As you begin your own journey with Christ by spending time with him, thru reading the scriptures, you will begin to see things in a whole new life. The things you once desire from this world you don’t care to do any longer. You begin to see other’s the way Jesus sees them with compassion, and with love. Over time we begin to stop judging others the way we did at one time, just because they are different from you. You see when you read in the Old Testament 1 Samuel 16:7 “The Lord does not look at the things people look at, people look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. Believe me I am glad he looks at me heart, because at times I seem to do what I shouldn’t do, and God knows deep down within my soul the woman he has created me to be. This is why it is so important for us to continue to read God’s word on a daily basis and not just when we feel like we should. You just don’t know it as of yet, you and I are on a quest to know Jesus more and more with each passing day. Long before we began a believer, Jesus was working to reveal himself to us. Jesus placed experiences in our lives that exposed your deep need to know me.  At times when I shared my journey with someone I say I feel as thro I am a vacuum being suck into something, and that something is to go deeper and deeper of my understanding of the Risen Christ. Even after we begin to trusted Jesus as our savior he continues to pursue our heart, which was divided by him and worldly goals. When we finally begin to seek Jesus with our whole hearts he simply rejoice with that. We have tasted his goodness and we want more. God allows suffering in our lives so that we can learn to trust him even more than we have ever done. God’s goal for each of his children is to become so convinced of his goodness that nothing can shake our trust in him. Then, our soul will be deeply satisfied as with the richest of foods.

Grace and Peace to You My Friends

Brokenhearted

Psalm 147.jpgSo many times in our lives we have a broken-heart,rather it is from a relationship such as friends, marriage, children, a job, or any kind of a situation and anything that involves another person (persons) that has left us feeling broken inside. For me when I am going thru those difficult times where it seems the world is crashing down on me I have learn to open the word of God and I begin to search the scriptures and begin asking God for directions and to easy the pain that I feel deep inside of me, even when I myself do not fully understand everything. This is when I open to the book of Psalm where King David had written many of the chapters in Psalm.

Praise the Lord, How good it is to sing praises to our God, how pleasant and fitting to praise him! The builds up Jerusalem, he gathers the exiles of Israel. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. He determines the number of stars and call them each by name. Great is our Lord and mighty in power, his understanding has no limit. The Lord sustains the humble but cats the wicked to the ground. Sing to the Lord with grateful praise, make music to our God on the harp. He covers the sky with clouds, he supplies the earth with rain and makes grass grow on the hills. He provides food for the cattle and for the young ravens when they call. His pleasure is not in the strength of the horse, nor his delight in the legs of the warrior; the Lord delights in those who fear him, who put their hope in his unfailing love.            Psalm 147:1-11

I do not know or can I truly understand everything that happens to me or the people I have come to know and love. But this I do know is that God knows and sees all, he knows how many hair strands that is on our head, their is nothing that has happen or will happen that he doesn’t know about. His unfailing love for his children is so hard for us to even comprehend, I can see all around in my own life his love for me as his own child, and for that I continue to Praise His Name. When I realize that my heart has become broken even for a short while ( a season) I begin to sing Praise of Worship to God and God along, so that any problem and all my problems seems to be so small, and when I do this my Joy for God once again returns to my soul.

 

Grace and Peace to You My Friend

Meditation in the Morning

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I Am                

There’s no space that His love can’t reach

There’s no place that we can’t find peace

There’s no end to Amazing Grace

Take me in with your arms spread wide

Take me in like an orphan child

Never let go, never leave my side

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am!

Love like this, oh my God to find!

I am overwhelmed what a joy divine!

Love like this sets our hearts on fire!

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am!

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am!

This is my resurrection song

This is my Hallelujah come

This is why to You I run

This is my resurrection song

This is my Hallelujah come

This is why to You I run

There’s no space that His love can’t reach

There’s no place that we can’t find peace

There’s no end to Amazing Grace

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am

Holding on to You

I am

Holding on to You

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am!

I am

In the middle of the storm

I am holding on

I am!

The storms in our lives can be very, and I mean very painful, and today early this morning thru my own tears of disappointment in human beings, these words I have sung many times before flood my mind. As I ask the why questions we all seem to ask sometime during our own life, why my Lord. Have I disappoint people in what I have done or perhaps of what I have said. The words in scriptures that have come to me more than once are as follows.

Then Peter came to Jesus and ask Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times? Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times but seventy-seven times. (Matthew 18:21-22) If we feel the need to ask forgiveness from God why then is it so difficult for humans to forgive one another. Why do we feel that it is okay to judge someone knowing we are totally far from perfect and we all have fallen short in so many ways. I praise God that he is a forgiving God especially with all of my faults and the many sins I have committed in the past or will in the future. I only wish people in general in all walk of life, would find it in their own heart to forgive each other.

Quality Time With God

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If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him and he with Me.                                       Revelation 3:20

We live in a world this days we are forever rushing around. We seem to have too much on our plate, over committed is one problem as well as so many, keeping our children busy with after school activities with sports, scouts, dance class and so much more. We feel as parents if we do these things if will help in the long run with perhaps a scholarship for college at a good school. For the most part many families don’t take the time to sit and have a meal together without the television on, just to have good conversation with all. For myself as my children continue to grow and turn into young adults I have always value dinner time with them. Sitting around the dinner table and sharing about their day of the things that happen in school. But as I sit here on my back deck enjoying God’s beauty I wonder, do we have enough quality time with God? Are we just too busy that our scripture reading and our pray time with God has truly suffer, we seam to spent a quick few minutes and then onto the next thing. We wonder why we have become so stress out with life these days. We need to take a deep breath and breathe in God’s beautiful Grace, and then ex-hale Praise to our Heavenly Father. If we get up perhaps fifteen minutes early in the morning, or in the evening skip watch a television show we can find the time to spent with God. By doing this believe me when I tell you that you will find that you are less stress with life, and remember that their is Nothing that You and God together can’t handle.

Grace and Peace to You My Friends

On the Road to Emmaus

 

 

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Now that same day two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem.

They were talking with each other about everything that had happened.  As they talked and discussed these things with each other, Jesus himself came up and walked along with them;  but they were kept from recognizing him.

He asked them, “What are you discussing together as you walk along?”

They stood still, their faces downcast.  One of them, named Cleopas, asked him, “Are you the only one visiting Jerusalem who does not know the things that have happened there in these days?”

“What things?” he asked.

“About Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied. “He was a prophet, powerful in word and deed before God and all the people.  The chief priests and our rulers handed him over to be sentenced to death, and they crucified him;  but we had hoped that he was the one who was going to redeem Israel. And what is more, it is the third day since all this took place. In addition, some of our women amazed us. They went to the tomb early this morning  but didn’t find his body. They came and told us that they had seen a vision of angels, who said he was alive.  Then some of our companions went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said, but they did not see Jesus.”

He said to them, “How foolish you are, and how slow to believe all that the prophets have spoken! Did not the Messiah have to suffer these things and then enter his glory?” And beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, he explained to them what was said in all the Scriptures concerning himself.

As they approached the village to which they were going, Jesus continued on as if he were going farther.  But they urged him strongly, “Stay with us, for it is nearly evening; the day is almost over.” So he went in to stay with them.

When he was at the table with them, he took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them.  Then their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight.  They asked each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?”  They got up and returned at once to Jerusalem. There they found the eleven and those with them assembled together and saying, “It is true!” The Lord has risen and has appeared to Simon.” Then the two told what had happened on the way, and how Jesus was recognized by them when he broke the bread.                                         Luke 24:13-35

Wow! Can you imagine being on a road and not realizing that Jesus is walking right with you? I personal had such an experience in my own life! Their is such a retreat for woman and men different long weekends that you go onto the Walk to Emmaus. You are not allow to have a watch, phone, or any electronics on your journey. It is a time for you to draw closer to the Risen Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. A time for fellowship with other Christians, worship, music, prayers and more. During my own journey I drew closer to Jesus, and to continue to go deeper, deeper than I have ever done before in my understanding of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To come to understand what he has done for me, and how much he truly loves me, simply because I am his child. The more I read God’s word daily the more that my spirit cries out for understanding from him. I know I have so much more to learn on my journey I just need to continue to Trust that His plan for my own life will be so much more than I can ever imagine.

Grace and Peace to you my friends

Faith

Luke79.png The Faith of the Centurion                                 Luke 7:2-10

There is a centurion servant, whom his master valued highly, was sick and about to die. The centurion heard of Jesus and sent some elders of the Jews to him, asking him to come and heal his servant. This man deserves to have you do this, because he loves our nation and has built our synagogue. So Jesus went with them. He was far from the house when the centurion sent his friends to say to him. “Lord, don’t trouble yourself, for I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. That is why I did not even consider myself worthy to come to you. But say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, “Come”, and he comes. I say to my servant, “Do this,” and he does it.” When Jesus heard this, he was amazed at him, and turning to the crowd following him, he said, ” I tell you, I have not found such great faith even in Israel.” Then the men who had been sent returned to the house and found the servant well.

What is faith a little child ask me during Sunday School one day. Well, I said, faith means we believe in God even thro we cannot see him or even touch him. We are all created in the image of God and therefore we know God does exists. If we take the time to google the definition of faith you will find that it tells us that faith is a complete trust in something or someone. It is believing something that you know in your mind it is not true, however your heart tells you it is. However, from a Christian point of view we can look up what faith is in the book of Hebrews 11:6. Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance what we do not see. Also in Hebrews 11:6 without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe he exists and he rewards those who earnestly seek him.

In the book of Luke we can read the amazing faith of a Roman solider. This centurion had a faithful servant who becomes sick and is near death. Somehow this centurion learns about Jesus and how he has healed others. With this knowledge he sent others to look for Jesus and to see if he would be willing to heal his servant. Jesus was willing to go to this centurion’s home to heal his servant, however he didn’t feel that he was worthy for Jesus to enter his home.  All Jesus had to do was to say the words and his servant would be heal, he had such great faith, knowing what Jesus was able to do. Throughout the scriptures we see men and women with amazing faith, and I will share with all of you over time. If you are sitting at your desk reading these words and ask yourself how do you come to have faith, my answer to you is this, by having a daily walk with our Savior Jesus Christ. We need to earnestly seek him. God doesn’t expect perfection in our search for him. He does rejoice when we seek him day after day, because nothing pleases him more than our longing for him to be a part of our daily lives.  How do we do this, first off by being a part of a Christian community such as a church family, fellowship with one another is important to our growth. Bible study, another way to understand the scriptures is during a bible study. Another important is having a prayer life with our Lord daily. We need time alone with God to ask for guidance for our own lives, and to have a closer walk with him, as well as praying for one another. As you begin to think of the scripture that I share with you today as well as a short message, reach out to God in prayer today to help you to have faith, faith as tiny as a mustard seed, and he will.

Grace and Peace to you my fiends